urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mrstubs74 now slide along side mrstubs74 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mrstubs74:39711 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z hey look who decided to update...yup me...i dunno y buh i jus reali need to, trus me dun reed this its long n jus stupid...if u do reed plz dun comment i dun lik wen ppl comment on stuff lik this...<br /><br />man nuthin seems to b goin ryte for me latly...one thing at my all star team happnd not a big deal thsi weekend will still b fun even if i knt drink buh it wooda been fun buh meh wuh u gunna do...<br /><br />im reali contemplating not cheering nex yr...i think this is my last season...i feel as tho i waste not onli myne buh everyone around me's tyme...i take to long to advance...im an all around pansy wit everything...i hert myelf today it jus wusnt fun...i tryd doni a front wlk ova round off tuk...lets jus say the tuk didnt end well...my standing tux, ha they mock me...i kno ill never b good enuff for sumone to say hey u kno that boy on star tyme or that boy on fhs...im known for being wuh i am...a god dam male...wich jus is nutin to brag about...i guess u kan say im jelious...i try not to think that kuz i onli get mad wen i knt do sumtyn i no i kan, not wen sumone else dus sumtyn i knt...so i dunno maybe it is jeliousy, maybe its not...i dunno...wen i say i knt advance in this, its not onli this, iv lost so much weight, now u may reed this n say y the hell r u complaining thats a good thing, well guess wuh it wasnt fat it was muscle mass, wich is bad, iv lost my chest area n my stomach is still, well, the same...man all i do latly is complain, im sik of complainin i sound lik a lil bich, buh its all i feel, n i feel hipocritical for it also b/c, well i say how certain ppl onli complain, i reali need to stop putin on this act...i feel so fake...i feel lik i hav few friends so latly iv been tryin harder to impress or tlk to ppl n then they seem to get annoyed n then i jus feel even lonlyer...i...i dunno...<br /><br />im dun here i dunno y im updateing...once again a negitive update...