im not a failure, i got sumtyn to prove

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 04:47:16 GMT

ahh shyty old lj...how i sadly hav kinda missd u...buh well not much to update on...jus the usual for me...werk cheering haning out wit the same ppl for the most part(plz dun get me rong on this one it reali is the highlights of my summer)...beach the other day(munday) was kool i got sum reali kool shyt...yah made an ass out of myself the other nyte by sayin sumtyn(that was pretty much already known) buh jus saying it was reali a big step for me b/c it meens im startin to change bak to the old me in which i wasnt shy...im gettin stronger n thinner jus lik i wanted to do which is kool...i akn do a toss hands by myself now(for those who dunno thats throwing a grl from the ground into the air n catching her feetbuh yah thats bout it for the good stuff...other stuff wun get into

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 16:31:35 GMT

hey guys im in search of a tumble buddy....

i hav this new thing in which i tumble everyday for at least 30 minits...its at a decently early time...usually around lik 1130...i tumblew in my side yard...where the tramp[oline used to b if n e one remembers...its not the greatest buh it gets ur tumbling so strong...after jus two days of tumbling on the grass i went bak to my gym n had so much more height ...even my half made it round more then usual, bout 3/4...so im sticking to tumbling on the grass...so if n e one is intrested i kan give rydes bak n forth...i kan spot just bout n e thing ud b willin to pull on the grass

wuh i kan do on grass...
-handspring
-tuk
-roundoff tuk
-roundoff handspring tuk

n obviously i kan do a rndoff hndspng...im looking for a layout on the ground within 2 weeks...buh i need sumone to help me n tel me wuh it looks lik so plz sumone take this offer...i supply rides n drinks

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 22:18:02 GMT

o boy im bak n revampd....

-senic nice relaxing drive
-meetin tru rednex
-gettin an odd look from sumone askin if im in caribu(care-eh-boo) maine
-gettin that smile of seein a brother u havnt seen in munths
-meetin everyone iv herd about
-many animals
-new friends
-wasteing mucho gas
-goin on pointless drives
-smokin wit sumone i jus met out of no where
-sending a 16 yr old grl into a convinent store to BUY alcohal(two days in a row)
-goin in one giant fukin circle 4 tymes(on purpose)
-saw a black bear and a moose
-seein sumones kar after they jus hit a moose
-discussing why the ploralization of the werd moose isnt mese
-havin four cop cars cum for not using a blinker ona turn and also a drug sniffing dog!...yes they used a drug sniffin dog on my kar
-havin no one want to race me
-goin to the club(in canada)
-gettin treated as vip at the club
-fuk me ups, revs, n tekeela..lots of fun
-two random indian ladies smoking me n will up
-tumbling on grass and in the club
-dancing on the stage
-stayin at the club even tho it was closd n drinkin more plus free chiken wings
-having the owners kuzin tell me i kan tuch his grl n e where i want(didnt buh it was still funny)
-leaving many hours after [plannd
-n jus plain fun on the highway on the way bak
-n not hearin n e shyt for three days...

and if i forgot n e ill edit n add them

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 02:33:27 GMT

yah i pretty much....nm not even werth sayin

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 02:30:46 GMT

i want to go to a new skool so bad...i relai dun hav many ppl to tlk to here iv faded out...ppl say that i kan always tlk to them i jus feel as tho iv faded away from them n dun trus them n e more...no offence ppl...plus jus opening up is hard for me...that n then i dunno...i guess wuh im sayin is i jus wunna go away n start a new life...i kinda am lil by lil more by more...i jus hung out with like dan s. n andy b. n cj sparrow n dam m. ... i feel as tho i fit in better the atmosphere is lyter i dunno y...i dunno maybe they dun lik me buh they reali dun show it...buh wuh wen the summer ends...back to the same old routine??...wlk in to school with my hed at the ground summor...i see my nephue wlk lik that sumtyms n i tell him not to wlk lik that kuz if u do u dun stop...he has so much potential...n i started out as an uncle to yung, too immature so i got a bad foot off wit him iv dun so much better with colby buh josh i the boy, the athlete...i wish, god man i fuk up everything...jesus fukin christ iv pushd all my old friends away...buh u kno wuh iv realized that if this is where my life is going...then i accept it kuz i kno im goin sumwhere in life n iv leanrd once b4 that doin sumtym for a reason u think is ryte rather then the one u kno is ryte is not the ryte thing...moral...i dunno...ill get bak to u...buh for now im off to go pik sumone up form werk peace

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 00:51:13 GMT

im jus gunna kum strait out n say it im fukin sik of most of u pplz fukin bullshyt n dun fukin comment kuz i dun fukin wunna hear/read it

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 17:49:10 GMT

i'm everything you've wanted
i am the one whose haunting you
i am the eyes inside of you, stare back at you
there's nothing left to lose
there's nothing left to prove
surrender your love, it's all you can do
what you got, what you want, what you need
gonna be your savior
everything's gonna crash and break
but i know, yeah i know
what you got what you want, what you need
gonna be your savior
everything's gonna crash and break
your savior
it's time to redefine your deophobic mind
don't hesitate, no escape
from secrets on the inside

i just want to say a thnk u to all of my real friends who kare for me no matter what i have or dont hav at a givin tyme...now if u even hav to contemplate weather u r in this catagory then sumtyn may b rong...u ppl know who u r hopefully

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 22:16:12 GMT

hey lets get trashd tonyte...one problem im broke buh im the one who usually supplies...sumone wunna step in tonyte n b a hero??

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 16:56:56 GMT

yo lets drink tonyte whos wit me??

Tue, 17 May 2005 00:51:52 GMT

ok havnt updated in a while...

let me start by jus sayin startymne tryouts very succesful n we will b awsome this yr...buh ppl already new me there

my big stori that makes me feel great inside(great as in makes me feel proud of myself, not cocky, difference)

ok i arrived to a nice greating of old friends, girls who i hav missed so much, jus one tyme wen i kleend my room n found my fhs cheerleading photo of the hole team, it brot tears to my eyes, it hert to leave those grls buh i stuk it out so i woodnt hert them i waited til after states, buh it was painful to leave my friends lik that, buh they won a national titled kuz u kno wuh, those grls r the "ill nasty" (thats my new word lol)

buh after the greating i streched a lil as much as necasary...then i did wuh i kame to do...i showd them wuh i hav the albility to do...i made them say wow...to me that ment the world n a half...n i didnt even do everything i kan do either...buh jus hereing that made my day n then sum...

ok thats all lol ta ta

Sun, 01 May 2005 17:06:13 GMT

Which Family Guy character are you?

uv gutta b kidding me!!!

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 00:58:10 GMT

FIRST...

First Sex: freshmen yr sumtyn
First Time you said I love you: haha lik third grade...i was a lil romantic...woops not n e more
First Time you got drunk: freshmen yr
First Time you got high: freshmen yr
First Boyfriend: eh error
First Time you gave head: eh error
First Piercing: ears
First CD: hmm spice girls maybe
First best friend: sum kid whos name i cnt member
First car: 1990 volkswagon jetta wolfsburg edition(p-o-s)
First date: god lik freshmen yr i think
First pets: kitties that for the most part are all dead now thnkx u bloody livejournal thing

LASTS...

Last Kiss: uhhh last week
Last Make Out: last week
Last Sex: dun memba exactly buh not too too long...
Last Time you said I love you: last lik september
Last Time you got drunk: this weekend
Last Time you got high: this weekend
Last Boyfriend: eh error
Last Time you gave head: eh error
Last CD: shyt actual one...uhh...18 visions
Last Movie you saw: wsf...f5 n werld kup mainly
Last Song you listened to: lean back remix wit mase
Last T.V.: dun member
Last car ride: way hoem from werk
Last good cry: uhh last tyme i drank n soberd up...dun do it jsu go to sleep trus me
Last beverage drank: mountain dew
Last food consumed: steak egg n cheese from my werk
Last shoes worn: myne
Last item bought: either food or alcohal knt member
Last disappointment: sumone woke me up in klass today
Last time wanting to die: eh a bit ago
Last website visited: other then this one my friends page
Last phrase you said: mm that ones not bad
Last song you sang: absolutly(this is the story of a girl)
Last AIM: kat
Last hug: uhhh libby
Last thought: hey look its my name in this thing that i copied so that meens sumone was thinking of me yay

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 03:25:23 GMT

hey look who decided to update...yup me...i dunno y buh i jus reali need to, trus me dun reed this its long n jus stupid...if u do reed plz dun comment i dun lik wen ppl comment on stuff lik this...

man nuthin seems to b goin ryte for me latly...one thing at my all star team happnd not a big deal thsi weekend will still b fun even if i knt drink buh it wooda been fun buh meh wuh u gunna do...

im reali contemplating not cheering nex yr...i think this is my last season...i feel as tho i waste not onli myne buh everyone around me's tyme...i take to long to advance...im an all around pansy wit everything...i hert myelf today it jus wusnt fun...i tryd doni a front wlk ova round off tuk...lets jus say the tuk didnt end well...my standing tux, ha they mock me...i kno ill never b good enuff for sumone to say hey u kno that boy on star tyme or that boy on fhs...im known for being wuh i am...a god dam male...wich jus is nutin to brag about...i guess u kan say im jelious...i try not to think that kuz i onli get mad wen i knt do sumtyn i no i kan, not wen sumone else dus sumtyn i knt...so i dunno maybe it is jeliousy, maybe its not...i dunno...wen i say i knt advance in this, its not onli this, iv lost so much weight, now u may reed this n say y the hell r u complaining thats a good thing, well guess wuh it wasnt fat it was muscle mass, wich is bad, iv lost my chest area n my stomach is still, well, the same...man all i do latly is complain, im sik of complainin i sound lik a lil bich, buh its all i feel, n i feel hipocritical for it also b/c, well i say how certain ppl onli complain, i reali need to stop putin on this act...i feel so fake...i feel lik i hav few friends so latly iv been tryin harder to impress or tlk to ppl n then they seem to get annoyed n then i jus feel even lonlyer...i...i dunno...

im dun here i dunno y im updateing...once again a negitive update...

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 01:36:49 GMT

so this is prolly gunna b my last update kuz no one reads livejournals much, if i do update...it will b private n u wun b able to read it n e ways...so ya, n i dunthink ill creat a myspace kzu its jus to much for me i jus reali am to lazy to bother...so by by all

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 16:57:59 GMT

You scored as Loner.

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Punk/Rebel

50%

Loner

50%

Stoner

31%

Ghetto gangsta

31%

Goth

25%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Drama nerd

19%

Geek

13%

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Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:07:37 GMT

wow man its weird, i meen dun get me rong, buh lik everyone is goin out wit sumone now, its lik mynd blowing...n e ways..

havnt bene here for a while...i reali dun got much to say other then this weekend was ok, i feel bad kuz i was sik saterday n koodnt go to kims bday party thing...im sry...buh ya other then that nutin reali happnd

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:37:53 GMT

this is my day...skool felt lik shyt all day( not physicly) so ya...then ewnt to mount wit billy n bryan got 180's down(a few dun werk out sumtyms :) ) fukd up alot buh i also progressd on the rails wich was pimp buh i kept having ups n downs all nyte id b good then bad then good again then shyty again blah it was a pain in the ass...literally i htink i bruised my ass!! it herts a wee bit, buh meh every tyme i fell i got ryte bak up n went on to the nex thing

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 00:40:29 GMT

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 19:21:27 GMT

man iv been thnking a lot today...fuk it sux, kuz i realizd a sum things, lik well thinkin bout stuff made me so much more confoozd, it mad me sad too, also realizd another thing that wont happn, uhh n that i need to stop thinkin because it onli makes me feel werse...man it sux

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 05:27:10 GMT

well new yrs eve i stayd home did a lil of wuh i always do, n i shard the ball drop wit my puppy...ya it was a good tyme(syke)

today i was home most of the day i werkd out a lil n larry was voer then me him n miss francis went to c meet the fockers late showing...it was a good movie, then i had to give brandee kenny n derrek(plz mynd spellin on all names) a ryde home too...so gave them all rydes home n thats me nyte

i guess johns home...i dunno he hasnt kalld n i guess stacy went to go hang out wit him or so i herd who knows...i wish hed kall me he didnt even kall meonce while he was up there...i do miss my best friend...buh hey life goes on, im used to it

man i need sumone to tlk to bout a few things buh i dunno who i kan or better yet,WANT to tlk to...i jus dunno...wuh i need to tlk about r jus different levels of topics, i guess id b better off tlkin to numerous amounts of ppl then jus one kuz the things i wunna tlk about r so different from one another...i dunno maybe ill jus stik with wuhs been workin for so long, jus hold it in let it go n jus keep on trukin...im jus sik of always bein lik this i reali am, its no fun at all, i always fkae lik im happy, there r few tymes wen i reali am happy...buh i also hate complaining, kuz i kno other hav it werse then i, i duno, i jus erg god ihate this i need to complain buh i hate complaining kuz i feel lik a prik...ah i jus give up

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 21:47:57 GMT

so yesterday was grand...i had a great practis...i benchd 200...had fun at the mount n it was jus an all round good day...

today tho...meh i dun hav n e plans so im prolly jus gunna stay here n chill... i dun reali wunna go n e where...

happy new yrs everyone

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 03:51:07 GMT

well ya...last nyte went to movies n out to eet wit stacy n heidi...i found it quite fun...n the move(blade3) was pretty good buh i think i expected more or i wasnt fully in the mood...

tonyte..went to mount wit bryan n met up wit billy jaems rusty...eventually it was jus me billy n bryan n we had fun...hit the box...n got major air off of sum of the road jumps...n did sum greabs so im gettin bak into the swing of things...

thats itt for me...by by...n o i lost two pounds already woot woot

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 19:50:27 GMT

You are 80% Aquarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:19:32 GMT

i got the supplys for my diet...sunday i start...saterdayis xmas so i decided to wait til afta xmas...plus turkey is a healthy dinner so that gives me a few extra days of a healthy dinner...lets hope this werks holler...i need jus one more thing to help me with my diet...well two more buh one i kan get from a sink if i reali need it that bad...i need caffein pills kuz of my addiction to it....this way i kan kut down on my soda by ten folds...this is my diet...wuh wuh

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 01:52:24 GMT

You Were Very Naughty This Year!

Naughty, naughty! You've given Santa a broken heart.
You probably won't get anything from Mr. Claus
Except for a well deserved spanking
(Which you'll probably enjoy, you sicko!)

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

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Personality type	Ditz
Quirks	You can whistle every Elton John song
Most Likey To	Get lost while searching on Google
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